Live at Hart Bar

by Tonsil Hockey

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1.
We always talk about each other But we never credit ourselves For all the steps we’ve made We just lock ourselves in competitive hell It’s been a long week It’s been a long year We deserve a fuckin break All of this resistance To love ourselves makes distance And closes all those doors We wish someone would come and open Just digging this hole Until it’s harder to climb out I’m getting killed by my self doubt How should I expect your love When I can’t give the same to myself Why do I think I’m running a race When nobody is setting the pace What’s the point of having friends If you resent them For what you think you don’t have It doesn’t help us to compare
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Every day I wake up I gotta plug in Or I might miss out On everything that’s happening But most times it’s bad actors Or it’s inside jokes Am I the only one who feels a little disconnected Day in and day out It’s all the same thing Day in and day out I wanna break free But I’m afraid that I’m the only one Cover your ears Nobody’s saying anything you wanna hear Just cut the cord And find out what you’ve been missing outside of your front door I’ll admit I feel a little disconnected I’ll admit I feel a little left out I’ll admit that I feel like I can’t hang I’ll admit I’ve got a lot of self doubts I don’t mean disrespect I just feel We’d be a lot better off Making some real world connections Instead of hiding in a screen And only bonding over Drama that the algorithm wants us to care about And I’m just missing everyone I just want to reach out and touch someone I just want to reach out and touch someone Don’t you want to reach out and touch someone? We all want to reach out and touch someone
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I’m not saying Everything is going perfectly but I might have finally Decided that I’m worth it I’m not saying I don’t have my share of problems but They feel a little lighter And I think I might deserve it All I’m saying Is I realized I’ve been awful to myself my head was so far up my own ass I couldn’t see straight Things get better Yeah they always get better woah-oh As long as you can find it in yourself Gotta keep pushing Yeah you gotta keep pushing woah-oh And realize you deserved it all along I don’t wanna I don’t wanna Feel like shit anymore I’m just gonna I’m just gonna Push my ass out the door You’ll feel better You’ll feel better If you put in the effort to get there I’ll admit I used to disregard myself And turn a blind eye on my health A couple exits beyond help Found “me” lying In a grocery tabloid aisle And I scooped myself up quick After a fit of “holy shits” A few more years And an opposite amount of tears I finally kicked my self in gear And I would rather be nowhere but here

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Recorded at Hart Bar in Brooklyn NY, July 29th, 2023

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released August 4, 2023

Recorded live by our friends at The You Suck Flying Circus: www.instagram.com/theyousuckflyingcircus/

Photo courtesy of Phobia Solara: twitter.com/isthatyourmain

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Queer twee pop or indie rock or power pop or something from Brooklyn

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